Mad Max Super mod

[bothereddog]

Thank you all for your kind words. i now feel i can share with you were im at an whats going on with me, i i ditched H about ten years ago after about ten years at it but was still on high dose of methadone and just got on with life etc 10 yes go by then life kicked back hard so dealt with some issues now its time for this i ave dropped from from 35ml to 20ml in middle of december now in the lasy few days ive dropped the last 20ml an yes its hellish ive ad to go against the norm as that was getting me nowere, 20ml is a massive drop but im tired of it im in a place in my life were if idont do it now il never do it I'm mixing n match in so as not to create another problem docs hate that wont prescibe anthing but methadone or bupronorhine an some other blocker naltrexone an im not interested in iether this is getting put to bed now! Its hell an it seems to last forever seems like like time slows but the time is now im as motivated as hell gotta do it for myself an my parents who arnt that young anymore its gotta be done 1 way or another tried there way tons of times failed misserably so self med it is got access to vals but cant take too many but want to but cant let myself, got pregablin non opiate pain killer using both as little as pos but sometimes i gotta when it gets to much so there you are thats bothereddog for you hope you guys dont think any worse of me thanks again for kind words peace n serenity in my self i seek peace love n respect to you all.Botherddog..

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Thanks nikolyko but gotta just ride this out will chat when am feel in OK which is only maybe couple hrs a day at best just now catch you as I start to feel a little better

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O sugar only 2vals left ouch that's gonna hurt!