(07-02-2024, 07:33 PM)Charon Wrote: my husband died. in one minute. never saw a death certificate say that before. the day before i did video with him and i told him some thing is wrong. get to a dr.
they missed it. 3 blocked arteries or whatever outta 4>
my monies were stolen and i had to start looking for roommshares.
insane people.
not in a good way.
but i don't know why i am this afraid.
my age? the facts its been so often recently. the fact that the world has gone mad and to walk in the streets, even back down in westchester, can be fatal.
Block all harm against me and your people I pray Lord God. and Dennis.
He is just as burned out as i am. more cuz he has few clothes but is still paying the bills and he is the only one working as the car shop.
At least tell me why i am so fearful Lord God. and then talk with me and remove the fear in Jesus name I pray
Charon,
I can't believe it, but I shouldn't have been surprised to read this.
I have been going through the exact same thing, Charon.
I ALWAYS have some form of anxiety, but that's not what this feeling is.
It's fear. I am scared.
Is it because of the many changes going on all over the world?
Is it the feeling of the so-called calm before the storm, but without the calm?
My feelings about all the things I believe could, and likely will, happen, during and especially after the "election?"
I can't go out because it's 100 degree weather. I can't walk in the evening when it's a bit cooler, even in my neighborhood. It's not safe.
I can carry different forms of protection, but it angers me that I have to. And it's not just whacko people (and my city has a huge amount of those, and it's getting worse), it's coyotes, too. They aren't one bit afraid anymore to walk right up to people taking walks or standing and talking.
Still, it's the lunatics that are worse, to me.
I have watchful neighbors, etc. But I'm not afraid of anyone breaking in. That's not the fear.
Is it the uncertainty of the end of this year and the beginning of 2025?
I do not want to be here for 2025.
I'm sick of so much crap going on in our government. I can't look up my newssites anymore.
Crazy crimes are happening in my small city that never did before. People entering stores and randomly shooting people. People sitting in their cars randomly shooting people, and seeing cops everywhere, with SWAT teams.
We've always had a huge amount of homeless people because it was sparse here, with lots of empty land. It still is, but not nearly as much. Neighborhoods were built and it's so crowded in town.
I'm not afraid of dying. We'll, it depends on HOW because I certainly don't want it to linger.
I feel fearful for family members. That's definitely a part of it.
But still, there's just FEAR. Like a young child would feel finding out they were lost.
Lord, protect us, especially as the year ends and the new one begins. Help each person here with whatever they may be going through. You understand each of us far more than we ever can.
Protect us from evil, Lord. It's EVERYWHERE. Keep us safely in your hands. Keep our loved ones safe.
Help those of us who are ill, upset, hurting emotionally, and physically.
This country is so divided, Lord. There isn't just one election.
There's another "battle" going on, too. We're fighting each other, and nothing divided like this will stand. Not even if everyone was somehow happy with whoever wins.
That's not even the main issue to me, anymore. Look at other countries. Fighting, and plotting more wars.
I'm tired of it. The viruses, the vaccine controversies, the different countries involved, the governments, the whole damn thing.
I want my sis and I to go be with our parents, our grandparents, and family members, friends, and most of all, You, Lord Jesus.
It's how I feel, and I need You to help me with these feelings. They're too much to live with every day.
Now I know why it says in The book of Revelation that men's hearts will fail them because of fear. And right now is NOTHING compared to those days that I believe have already begun.
Maybe that's why so many feel fear. We're not just fighting humans. There's a lot of demonic activity going on everywhere. Maybe we sense it.
Satan knows his fate, so he's working non-stop to drag everyone down, and to keep people from turning to Christ.
He knows how little time he as left, as do the demons, and all are fallen angels, and believe in Christ, and they tremble in fear thinking of their future - for eternity.
If we who are safe because we accept God's grace through Jesus Christ feel fear, just magine how absolutely terrified the fallen are!
We feel fear, yes. But not the horror they feel!
Pfffffft! I've been up all night, but now I'm going to take a nap! A PEACEFUL NAP!
1 Peter 5:7:
Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.
It is Well with My Soul 
