03-01-2018, 02:21 AM
well, I feel like I need to add something to this post. I have been on the site for three days. I have been reading a lot of posts in all the different sections. I have never been part of a forum before and I am having trouble.I am learning a lot and the lingo seems to be doable... I know that I have to pass the "new guy test". But I have been on my own trying to finds the meds I need to relieve my pain. Back in the day i stumbled upon the airm@il group and that was good for a little bit. I was able to find items to curb my panic attacks that have been minimized with diet and excercise. Those days are gone and I honestly didn;t have a need to look for IOP's for a while. Then the pain started, First in the joints of of my thumbs, then my knees, shoulders and feet. I found the need to go back in search of an IOP and ended up finding Jim at SL. Now I'm reading here that he is evil and there are much better places. I don't know what to offer. I have limited knowledge and I'm in pain everyday. I came here looking for help finding the most cost effective, reliable IOP because my source was hit or miss on the quality of their cod3ine. Now I know why... I humbly ask you...How do I post five times per day without sounding artificial and shallow with such limited experience? I want to do my part and I want to fit in. Im just having trouble. I received my first warning and i'm afraid of losing access to the best thing that I have found in years of searching for answers from people that I can trust and have the similar experiences as I do. Can somebody give me some pointers to help me get going? I would really appreciate any and all responses. Thank you