03-29-2017, 03:32 PM
I feel obliged to be busy all the time. Before I was extremely active. Climb stairs, run up streets for hours. At that moment, it was true that it did me good. But for a few months I have only been walking normally, I no longer feel this well-being and I have lost my passion.
Who do I listen to? My rational brain knows very well what is good for me or my other side that brings me to emergency and self-mutilation. I was hospitalized recently and I now fear for my heart. I have an appointment with a cardiologist following my visit to the emergency room. Too many pills.
They took away my sedatives. I do not know what will become of me. Completely crazy ?
Who do I listen to? My rational brain knows very well what is good for me or my other side that brings me to emergency and self-mutilation. I was hospitalized recently and I now fear for my heart. I have an appointment with a cardiologist following my visit to the emergency room. Too many pills.
They took away my sedatives. I do not know what will become of me. Completely crazy ?