How else do we manage?

[Drewpickup]

Drew, if it is depression you are dealing with, I think you should see a Doc. A friend told me that the AD meds are much better than back when I took Paxil. You don't seem depressed? By the way, my Buddy is in Nebraska's BMX Hall of Fame. So cool you share that interest with your Kids! You skydive so you are not anxious or timid, WOW that must be a thrill. Hard physical Labor, which I am doing a lot of, sure seems to mellow me out. Meditation works for me but stop's the moment the owner starts yelling at me? Best Wishes too you and I am sorry I could not be of more Help, Take Care Buddy and things will get better, I promise.We have a short walk on this Earth, so please try and savor the gift of life-each and everyday! FF

Nah man good advice. I think it's just a need for constant stimulation and sometimes the daily grind gets ya. But yeah I'll talk to the doc. Got an appt later this week. 

Cheers