11-18-2016, 06:48 PM
cool. actually, i am grateful to the God I serve as having disability (MS, Lupus, PTSD, few strokes and the possibility of parkinsons was told to me by disability, oh swell,) allows me to run forums to help others whom are physically ill. anxiety ridden. Some members I walk thru the shadow of the valley of death in real life or online. Tis the minister in me. I was originally to be a psychiatrist until my older sister began medical school. The day she vivisected a baby pig--i am not a killer, I am a vegetarian--I decided to become a doctor of law instead.
But, the adversity of my husband dying suddenly, within one minute, at age 53, coupled with my illnesses that have no hope of recovery, and further coupled with my son's grades (the school system thought my child was slow. So, i gave up law and schooled him at home as well as at public schools. He immediately skipped two grades.)have actually helped. All my monies were thereafter gone. So, the good from this is I get to meet and help people whom really struggle. And my son got into Bucknell college for free. Then into Cornell University for free. And he now devises robotic medical devices for others whom are disabled. Like his mom.
I had a very rough childhood. Extremely. Very rough marriage. Extremely. But, i have felt from a young child that unless I experience what people I counsel have experienced, my words have no meaning. So, I regret nothing that has happened to me.
It is a choice to use everything one has to make life better for others. Or to become bitter and cold and hateful.
When I pass over to glory, I do believe I shall answer for how I helped each and every one of the people I have met in real life and on forums. So, I do give second chances. I do try to make a positive out of what others see as negative.
I wish I could work those long hours again. You sound to be a good man.
I hope I may call you a friend now.
But, the adversity of my husband dying suddenly, within one minute, at age 53, coupled with my illnesses that have no hope of recovery, and further coupled with my son's grades (the school system thought my child was slow. So, i gave up law and schooled him at home as well as at public schools. He immediately skipped two grades.)have actually helped. All my monies were thereafter gone. So, the good from this is I get to meet and help people whom really struggle. And my son got into Bucknell college for free. Then into Cornell University for free. And he now devises robotic medical devices for others whom are disabled. Like his mom.
I had a very rough childhood. Extremely. Very rough marriage. Extremely. But, i have felt from a young child that unless I experience what people I counsel have experienced, my words have no meaning. So, I regret nothing that has happened to me.
It is a choice to use everything one has to make life better for others. Or to become bitter and cold and hateful.
When I pass over to glory, I do believe I shall answer for how I helped each and every one of the people I have met in real life and on forums. So, I do give second chances. I do try to make a positive out of what others see as negative.
I wish I could work those long hours again. You sound to be a good man.
I hope I may call you a friend now.
It is Well with My Soul