Hi everyone. sad soul with a ton of depression and anxiety.

[IceWizard]

cutsack.... We're all pullin for ya here... I know that just don't cut it sometimes...

Myself, I'm Bi.... Bi-Polar that is Some dayz are freakin fantastic... I laugh at most anything and just love a good joke or just being out and about... Wonderful!

BUT (there's always a but) there come those days that I can't stand to even be around folks... I come off as real real rough! See I don't have the urge to do myself harm... It's the other folks I worry about... It's during those times I usually just withdraw... It's for the best... It comes and goes and most of the time, there's no warning that it's coming!

I've tried all kinds of junk from docs (medical and mental) and when they say "practicing medicine" they really mean it... What works on some has undesired effects on another...

Nobody knows whats going on with you better than you, now I'm not suggesting not to go to docs, just gotta keep your eyes open to what they're doin to ya!

I still use zannies, but only on occasions... I never wanted to be dependant one something that they could jerk out from under me! That and I just don't want to HAVE to have anything!!

But just as FF said, you really have to look past all the world's ugly and see the true beauty we still have... Everyday above ground is a great day(unless you're a coal miner) We just have to see it for what it is ... A blessing

If you ever just need to vent, hey we have the time....

Take care my friend..

Ice