09-01-2016, 01:52 PM
(09-01-2016, 01:36 PM)Charon Wrote: Good luck, cutstack. Be careful to not get overly fond of ambien once u taper down.
Let us know. Many of us are keeping you in prayer.
Thank you so much for your kind words Charon. I don't mean to be a sour puss but i see people happy walking the streets and I just wish I could be a normal person that appreciates music, and so much of the things that others enjoy. The gym used to be something I looked forward to, now I dread going there and seeing people I know. I want to go back to school but I don't think I am capable in the current mental state I am in. I am trying everything I can to normalize. I just want to be a normal person with a social life who can talk to people without my anxiety taking over. I do believe kicking the benzo habit is s good first step. Right now I have ambien on the way from 2 iops on here. I am truly hoping for the best. I am so upset at my parents for not getting me the mental help I needed when i was a young child.