05-26-2016, 09:20 AM
I too have suffered through addiction and am now seeking therapy due to a recent relapse and hospitalization due to getting cellulitis and having a blot clot in one of my veins (VERY SCARY BUT VERY EYE OPENING). I also suffer from severe anxiety and just went to a doc on Monday to talk about my anxiety in hopes of getting a script for alpraz so i can not worry about ordering it all the time. she prescribed me hydroxyzine but told me that if it doesn't work to please call her and she will try something else. Im just worried that with the relapse on my record due to my ER visit that they will NEVER give me any benzos. I am however clean now and plan on stayting that way. I just hope that the psych doc sees things different and helps me out with something like clonaz or alpraz. feel your pain ChickenZillla and wish you nothing but the best on your road to recovery. I know first hand that recovery from opiate abuse especially H is a LIFE LONG PROCESS and very hard battle, but it can be beaten with the propper support and motivation.