05-22-2016, 02:33 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-22-2016, 03:02 PM by Charon.
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Thank you guys so much for your words.. They are medicine to me. almost a cure! They help a lot.. I have a lot of "if i only, did this or that" on my mind a lot.. I feel like a lunatic for trying to contact my ex gf after 6 years..
I thought about it a lot.. is it me causing it or is it actually high proportion of coincidental happenings.. The answering is coincidence.. Yes of course I create situations unintentionally that end up hurting..
I often wish I was in Physical pain instead ( not so I could get high ) because at least I might have some control over that..
Again thank you for your PM's I will get back to every one of you in a week or two, because I want to see how things go and give and update.. Thank you for taking time out of your day for writing to me..I would post a picture of myself and you'd say,, no way, not that guy... But its hidden in the best of us.
Not to degrade but at least I'm not pushing a shopping cart around with my stuff. I could be worse off... So I'm truly humble in that regard. Thanks again.. If anyone has any questions you can post them.. I might have some good advice! - Be well!
I thought about it a lot.. is it me causing it or is it actually high proportion of coincidental happenings.. The answering is coincidence.. Yes of course I create situations unintentionally that end up hurting..
I often wish I was in Physical pain instead ( not so I could get high ) because at least I might have some control over that..
Again thank you for your PM's I will get back to every one of you in a week or two, because I want to see how things go and give and update.. Thank you for taking time out of your day for writing to me..I would post a picture of myself and you'd say,, no way, not that guy... But its hidden in the best of us.
Not to degrade but at least I'm not pushing a shopping cart around with my stuff. I could be worse off... So I'm truly humble in that regard. Thanks again.. If anyone has any questions you can post them.. I might have some good advice! - Be well!