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[Chickenzilla]

Thank you everyone.. I read every response, and I appreciate the ones from the women. I know I'm idealizing... I've written her a lot.. eventually she stop responding once I sent her some flowers to her work to say I'm sorry.. Then she cut contact..

I just want to be her friend and talk to her.. see how shes feeling and doing.. she won't be my friend.. damnit..


If she would just say Hi back, just once. it would heal my heart so much.. Thank you for listening to a sad lonely guy.. 

I've tried to date new girls..  they just aren't the same, none of them...  This might ruin me.. :


Thanks again.. I appreciate the kind words.. They actually do help.