How to get your doctor to add the Benzos you need?

[Chickenzilla]

I currently taking 3x1mg of Kpins a day.. its not enough at all.. I used to take ( for 2 years 2mgX3 a day of kpin and 1mgx2 a day of Xanax..

Benzo's are the only thing keeping me going. as in from going insane with my horrible PTSD and GAD and HORRIBLE memories that seem to pop up out of nowhere and feel as if theyre happening all over again...

I want to switch to at least 2mg twice a day of kpin with the option of taking 1mg extra..  and instead of Xanax, id rather take Triazolam ( it doesnt make my tired) and it absolutely makes my anxiety disappear.  If not that then the Xanax 1mg 3x a day..

I'm keeping a notebook now of all the anxiety and panic attacks I get.. I doubt my doctor will look at it..


I plan on basically inducing myself into crying

Also He's been wanting me to move forward with a job.. So I'm going to say I found one but that to keep it I'm going ot need my anxiety meds raised or else I will lose the job..


Has anyone used any tactics?  Ive been on Benzos for 16 years and its a gosh darn joke that im only on 3mg of kpin..  These medications are saving my life.. How can I really bring how the point?  Like I said I plan on crying and saying how the anxiety is ruining my life worse than ever and that I need to get on the right dose and stay on it.

I also take Adderall and Subutex from this doctor..  

please halllpp!