MOVIES

[Charon]

wow. ok, i started to fall twice. in front of social workers. yeah i aint big on eating but i figured out it was dennis socks were all floppy on me.

and i am back in my boots. they hold me upright.

i just ate an egg omelette. i am gonna fight for my right to die at home. hopefully they will agree and will bring me PK and check on me every couple of days.

i was my parents caregiver when the cancer had grown. they will probably drag me in to get xrays but i am so weary of being alone. missing my family. this pain is just tipping me over the edge.

and, its my birthday. i should get to choose what i want to do. i know not one person in this town.

but i could use my computer from my couch and order food. LL made me pay heat twice this month so i got plenty of nothing.

if u see this tray gold, call me. they show up around 11 am ny time. i see no purpose to have breast cancer surgery, go thru the recovery if i do, and then die horribly any way.

i felt the lump on my left side 3 days ago. but the bitch is that i did not have my boots on for balance and they brought social workers in and another EMT type guy.

i am so ready to go home to heaven. I have loved u all. please pray they let me stay here, order food online next month, give me meds and let me die peacefully, at home, as my parents did.

God loves u all and so have i. HUGS.