04-26-2021, 10:28 PM
(04-26-2021, 04:15 PM)IceWizard Wrote: I cannot speak from a "first hand" experience, however, the stuff they are calling
Ice now is WAY stronger and made with worse materials than before ..
It is not good at any level... S. Balling is never a good idea as it has taken several high (no pun intended)
profile characters out of this world... I can only pray that you can get and will accept
much needed help in your struggles ... It is never an easy "fix" ... You will have to stay on the narrow
everyday for the rest of time in order to beat this monstrosity ...
Hopefully, we will have someone that can speak on this from acquired first hand knowledge...
Stay strong and NEVER give in... NEVER give up ... You can and will beat this, but only if you decide to
Ice
Yeah I heard that, heard people had strokes. This alone scares me to never be on drugs again. But yeah I realize now it's speed balling cause an upper and a downer. I got all my bloodwork done and somethings wrong, im waiting on a phone call from the doctor to find out what it is. They checked my heart, and everything in-between. Hopefully it's something I can recover from , because this is a big wake up call to stay the fk away from that shit. I've never done them, was given it to me for free and I justified it in my head because it's not opiates and benzos... the addict mind though..
But very disappointed in myself as I was doing so well out of rehab til the beginning of this month, and was still vulnerable. But im definitely growing from this because it's my health and my life and im the one that has to deal with myself for the rest of my life.
Thank you for your honesty and being real with me. Your advice alone is very appreciated. Thank you for taking the time to reply to this because I definitely need some support as I'm not using and never want to again. Scary shit.