04-12-2018, 06:49 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-12-2018, 06:51 PM by cmdline.
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hello everyone haven't posted in ages, just over last months i feel like im drowning in my own life, reflecting back i havent done almost anything for last 10 years my usual routine would be work, household duties and spending another 50% of time online just watching crap, this feeling is like im living in a prison wouldnt be different as dont go out much or at all without a need, ditched all my old childhood friends and feel like im trapped in my life, doing miserable work just to get some $$$ which is spent on bills and mags that make my life a misery to sustain.
sort of rant here, but feel like as years go im stuck in my mid twenties well not stuck but more like thats the point where i shut off completely, with no passion or energy to change or battle anyone, as at work have people on my head and just let em sit on it, a bit like being slave to whole society any direction i look i just see obstacles and walls.
dont want to depress anyone since my issue is anxiety but just wanted to went.
sort of rant here, but feel like as years go im stuck in my mid twenties well not stuck but more like thats the point where i shut off completely, with no passion or energy to change or battle anyone, as at work have people on my head and just let em sit on it, a bit like being slave to whole society any direction i look i just see obstacles and walls.
dont want to depress anyone since my issue is anxiety but just wanted to went.