04-26-2021, 03:29 PM
Here I am now, I justified in my head that as long as I'm not using opiates I won't get addicted - (someone gave me free G..H...B and !ce) which I'm not addicted, however using the two on and off through the last 3 weeks really took a toll on me and feel like im on the verge of a seizure. Already had a few tremors. I tried to taper with Diaz. But as I'm running out I refilled my script for lyrica and clonidine. I know that you can get internal bleeding from that stuff, but when I take more the shaking and overall not feeling well at all goes away, so that's where I unknowingly got dependent.
My questions are; is lyrica good as an anticonvulsant and is it safe to take with clonidine as my heart is already wonky and confused from basically sp33dballing. Or could I may be suffering from internal bleeding from smoking the crap?
And has anyone been through this before? Could really hear some success stories right about now because I am terrified and I have this "letter of addiction " paper that says "next time I come into your life, if you don't treat me seriously you will suffer for a long time, or die if you're lucky" and i can resonate with that because this is painful.
I did go to the ER but I didn't want to bring covid back to my sick dad and didn't wait for the actual doctor to evaluate me because I was waiting hours and haven't spoken to him at all and the hospital wasn't even busy but, but they did check my heart and they said it looks fine.
I don't know. Lots of up in the air questions and I should see a specialist but for now I don't want to explore Google with all these common side effects of heart disease, internal bleeding, maybe just withdrawals? Etc.
My questions are; is lyrica good as an anticonvulsant and is it safe to take with clonidine as my heart is already wonky and confused from basically sp33dballing. Or could I may be suffering from internal bleeding from smoking the crap?
And has anyone been through this before? Could really hear some success stories right about now because I am terrified and I have this "letter of addiction " paper that says "next time I come into your life, if you don't treat me seriously you will suffer for a long time, or die if you're lucky" and i can resonate with that because this is painful.
I did go to the ER but I didn't want to bring covid back to my sick dad and didn't wait for the actual doctor to evaluate me because I was waiting hours and haven't spoken to him at all and the hospital wasn't even busy but, but they did check my heart and they said it looks fine.
I don't know. Lots of up in the air questions and I should see a specialist but for now I don't want to explore Google with all these common side effects of heart disease, internal bleeding, maybe just withdrawals? Etc.