F2F with physician coming up, any suggestions?

[Dentscllyfe]

So to make a long story short I am meeting with a new doc in a couple days and really would like to be honest but I am scared they will think I am just drug seeking.  I feel like every time I go to a doc "I" am never heard and that when I am honest with what I have been prescribed in the past and what has worked,  they think I am just asking for that. I know I am not a doctor, but I know my body, and the fact that I feel like my brain and body have just been being experimented on for the last couple years with no real results.  I also do not have insurance so every visit is costly and I don't have the time or resources to go through the trial and error process. I have documentation of everything I have been diagnosed with, and all meds I have taken but lIke I said docs just seem to treat with this cookie cutter approach.  Should I be honest or play the game?? ( sorry was kind of a long story/vent)