Why are PK's so difficult to find on IOP's and DNM's?

[Charon]

I am in the Big Apple. I called a few years ago. Asking about pain management now that i am permanently disabled, no hope of recovery.

The woman so nicely told me: Of course. We shall bring methadone right to your rental. As long as you die in three months. If you don't die, you must go thru withdrawal on your own.

Ah, no.

I have a son.

I did not want methadone. Nor did I want NY to so happily end my existence as I am deemed useless to society now.

It became a big scandal as so many of the elderly fell for methadone to their home. Some died. But many did not and brought litigation.

It is as if NY is on board with assisted suicide if one is deemed a Useless EaTER, i believe they call us.

Thank God we still have some online choices available.

Still. But, man, are they cracking down. No MMJ and soon no kratom?

This is why we keep details of vendors very close to our chests.

We do not want to lose what appears to be the last of our options, a good deal of the time.