(05-20-2016, 01:05 AM)Bighead Wrote: It sounds like you are physically and psychologically dependent on them as those are the symptoms associated with crashing from uppers when dependence sets in. There's nothing you can really do other than try to find activities to take your mind away from them. Walks, hot baths, etc. paranoia is a major symptom of coming off uppers. Someone close to me had a mental breakdown after a six month binge on Ritz and Add's and thought the FBI, Dea, etc were after him.
And I mean no disrespect as I am physically dependent on benzos for neuropathy. When I tapered off the pain was unbearable, so I have to be dependent on the medication to be able to function.
I ve been taking them since i was 15 y.o.they really helped me to succeed to be honest in many areas of my life ,i take 1-3 a day max Ritalin 10 mg ,it was a good comparison with FBI ...i guess im not that bad i usually get that paranoya that i dont want anybody to come home to see me in this condition of being irritated easily and makes me rethink some problems that i have over and over in my head so its kind of annoying ,this feeling that i dont know what to do with myself kind of ....i feel you about being so addicted to the pain meds those make you see devil the day you want get off of them ,i never been addicted to them but i ve seen the people who do and i feel sorry for those people its hard ughh i feel for you my friend ,i guess we do share this dependance pain..
(05-20-2016, 01:10 AM)iseii Wrote: Maybe eat right before you take the Ritalin and drinks lots of watereating does help a little thats true much better then having them on empty stomach