02-13-2025, 02:43 PM
i thought i did. i have paid the expensive rent on time every month cuz dennis died immediately.
and there are all celing lights wih wacky kinds of bulbs. not one of our lamps made it here. a table lamp. not one.
so i thought social services was gonna come today. and i called the landlord whom is one house next door if he could change the light bulbs. one needs to climb a ladder which, being permanently disabled, is not wise for me to try.
and the landlord freaked out and told me no way does he do that. i thought i found the bulbs but nope.
and he screamed at me at the top of his lungs for 7 minutes or longer.
i asked social services if they were coming today again cuz maybe they could help me do it.
they screamed at me.
and ended up with u gotta just keep those shades open and buy a lamp. i had several. whom the hell stole them?
and landlord is so furious. i mentioned i thought landlords did help with those sorts of things. made him scream really alot more. and he counted on dennis being here to do all that sort of stuff. well so did i.
i said i shall wait till i get my monies at end of month to buy one.
ass holes.
i would think a landlord, to a permantly disabled woman would just come on next door and change the ceiling bulb.
man they are all angry with me now.
but i had said i would prefer to go cuz the rent being 1500 for one person and then heat was 459 so now i gotta look really hard.
and who the hell stole all our possessions? we even had a tiffany table lamp of me mother. lots of things that went missing on the way up here.
what the hell does a landlord do then?
he said he was counting on dennis being here. so was i. but he has rented to a permanently disabled woman and should handle something like a ladder up to the lamps. they are all high ceiling lamps.
so i guess no one is coming today. gonna lie back down. and no one better show up. five people showed up yesterday and exposed me to exhaustion cuz i do lie in bed but also to germs.
i gotta get outta this place.
and there are all celing lights wih wacky kinds of bulbs. not one of our lamps made it here. a table lamp. not one.
so i thought social services was gonna come today. and i called the landlord whom is one house next door if he could change the light bulbs. one needs to climb a ladder which, being permanently disabled, is not wise for me to try.
and the landlord freaked out and told me no way does he do that. i thought i found the bulbs but nope.
and he screamed at me at the top of his lungs for 7 minutes or longer.
i asked social services if they were coming today again cuz maybe they could help me do it.
they screamed at me.
and ended up with u gotta just keep those shades open and buy a lamp. i had several. whom the hell stole them?
and landlord is so furious. i mentioned i thought landlords did help with those sorts of things. made him scream really alot more. and he counted on dennis being here to do all that sort of stuff. well so did i.
i said i shall wait till i get my monies at end of month to buy one.
ass holes.
i would think a landlord, to a permantly disabled woman would just come on next door and change the ceiling bulb.
man they are all angry with me now.
but i had said i would prefer to go cuz the rent being 1500 for one person and then heat was 459 so now i gotta look really hard.
and who the hell stole all our possessions? we even had a tiffany table lamp of me mother. lots of things that went missing on the way up here.
what the hell does a landlord do then?
he said he was counting on dennis being here. so was i. but he has rented to a permanently disabled woman and should handle something like a ladder up to the lamps. they are all high ceiling lamps.
so i guess no one is coming today. gonna lie back down. and no one better show up. five people showed up yesterday and exposed me to exhaustion cuz i do lie in bed but also to germs.
i gotta get outta this place.
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