04-14-2018, 07:16 PM
YES, I chose a career that cannot last long so in a few years despite being 30 etc, i will have problems even getting a entry hon, I also in a sense work self employed, so I cannor say I am having a fee weeks/ sometimes months . I am worrying about this already.
I also have a buf we do not live tohether but it does not feel like a proper relationship and I know this is not s Ok thing to do. he is older than me and highly respected, so I fear loosing him. some people tell me that I am wasiting my tme with him, but I feel so attached I feel stuck
my mum is ill and it is usually left for me. I don't mind helpng her I wish the other siblings would help mpre. for example, I am planning on a night out tonight to celebrate, my sister said it would be fine, but I get an impression she would ask me to come home early. i don;r usallu drink but this time I will on the champagne that is already boughr for me, a few friends organized a special section in a VIP dept on a clb in a good bar on Lodon.
So yeah I CAN undertand the feeling of being feeling sruck, kope things look you soom x
I also have a buf we do not live tohether but it does not feel like a proper relationship and I know this is not s Ok thing to do. he is older than me and highly respected, so I fear loosing him. some people tell me that I am wasiting my tme with him, but I feel so attached I feel stuck
my mum is ill and it is usually left for me. I don't mind helpng her I wish the other siblings would help mpre. for example, I am planning on a night out tonight to celebrate, my sister said it would be fine, but I get an impression she would ask me to come home early. i don;r usallu drink but this time I will on the champagne that is already boughr for me, a few friends organized a special section in a VIP dept on a clb in a good bar on Lodon.
So yeah I CAN undertand the feeling of being feeling sruck, kope things look you soom x